I'll leave ;

Sorry for not updating people ! hehs .
Had been rather fun day for me though.
Had Drama on Thurday i guess . Me had Archery too (: laughs . Drama isn't as boring as i have thought it was . LOL .
The instructor was rather fun man ; Mr Ernest ( whatever you spell it -.- )
He's the one who made me fall in love with Drama , seriously .
We all had to act out the show that we have planned within the 1 hour that he had gave us (: funnnnn . Success was the '' Prince '' and Jodie is '' Jodierealla '' hahas .
Jodie + Cinderella = Jodierealla . HAHA . whatever you spell it manzxzx.
Archery was fun fun fun ! The instructor damn funny .

I : nah , your arrow ?
N: * blur* *didnt reply*
I: hey , your arrow .
N: huh , oh . thanks .
I : * stands beside me .
N: gets a shock and quickly shoot .
I : Bull's eye !
N: huh ?
I: not bad for a blur person . HAHA .
N: huh ? oh i see . Yellow is bull eye ah ? So big one !
I : -.-'' walks away

The insructor damn tryingtobefunnywithmelah kinda person manzxzx.
I was like so blur . But i managed to shoot one balloon down , and hit 3 bull's eye (:
Archery is funnn to th max manzxzx.

Today we had Wushu and Kite making .
Kite making was rather hetic lei ): Me dont like it ! hurhur .
But i enjoyed the drawing process ! hehe!
Wushu very hothothot ! hahas, i reckon anyone would love standing under the sun for one _|_ing hour :D Learnt alot of new things siol ! The claws all that .
Yujie trying to be funny ah ! hahas

Yujie : if this is the palm , this is the fist thn what is this ? *( shows a triangle)*
Cass : triangle ?
Yujie : no lah , '' ba zhang ''
Cass : LAME LAH YOU !

hahas , i sense some lameness here . LOL
tml got ptm ! Mine is 0730 ! First parent to meet ft . -.-
tml got 2.4 kn run ! sandy , i'll be needing your help ! hahas .
yes , and sanday got her piercing done too (: hehe .
not pain bah ? LOL.
okay , jogging with hem isn't too bad today . and i've jogged for 7-8 rounds round the cemetry (;
LOL. Kasi , get well soon yea ? jogging tml again *

till here earthlings . nights

when the wind blows.

CIP day ;

hey earthlings (!)
Cip day today ! tiring manzxzx & hot si wo men le nehzxzxs ! hahas
ah ming must be so glad to do her Post Exam Activities outside school ): at least there's aircon there . LOL . I played with one aunty's dog today ! so cuteeeeee (!) hafiz is like so scared of the dog la ! hahas. ask him to take photos nearer thn he run away ; -.-''
and and and ... ! he took one unglam photo of me ! ): actually , two la ! Tsk (L)
and there was one freking retarded aunty lei __ her manzxzxz ! ask ehr question like wanting her to kill herself like that * LOL me and yilin was like shocked lor ! Wth -.-''
Now i'm at ah duck house and sandy is here too (: hehe !
Keep watching those taiwan dramas , so ji dong manzxzx ! (: hahas, ah duck keep laughing ! LOL.
Tml is archery and Drama ! must bring pe oh .
Archery would be fun fun fun :heart:
Drama maybe would be boohoo for me ! actually tml dont wanna go school de ! but since there is archery , thn just have to go lo ): argh . why must it be on the same day ah ? wth right ? LOL.
And and and .... ,ust support the Science Buskers Teams of our school k ? hahas , hope we can pass the first round manzxzx ! (: hehe
oh yah , just now raining at Bishan all flooding man ! hahas, ah dick say v cool lei ! LOL.
she kept holding onto the handle when walking on the over head bridge * HAHA .

when rain comes , i hope that you will be the one who shelters me ;

outdated ;

First thing first ! to kale peanut and dayana ( cedar ) :p

town with lovelies (!) hahas , on the 19th i guess (: hahas , outdated photos :x

there's school tml ): and a dance programme i guess , LOL

Went for swimming just now (: niceeee feeling ! cause i very long very swim already ! ): hehe! *attempting to make cass feel jealous * haha ! shiok manzxzxx ! ;D i'm unsure whther there is moving monday tml not ! hahas , later in the end late! then i die already lo * Tsk .

K , now i can cfm that tml no need to report so early already ! tml is sports and games ! but must bring pe ! got dance dance in the hall (!) haha ! should be fun la ;) Mummy and Daddy are at someone's wedding dinner :0

Nth to do at home lei ! bored bored bored. Shall youtube followed by fb.com later ! :) till here !

you wouldn't know the feeling that i'm having now . please for heaven's sake , get out of my mind .

there's nothing else i can say ;

Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.
Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.
Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who died too early on this earth.
Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.
Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.
Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think : You're alive and still around.


i got this from someone's blog i guess . Went bloghoppin' just now .
Found it meaningful , haha! copied and pasted (!)
k , bored bored today ! Parents are out for someone's wake ): God bless !
woke up at 10plusplus today and seriously i was rotting at home :)
At least it gave me time to reflect on my damn fcuking bad results for MYE .
I msged Mummy when i was in school yesterday . Msged her until i cried .
I told her that i had failed my EM . Despite scolding me , she encouraged me to work harder instead of just lying around and wait for my results to be good . She told me that she will apply me for tuition , which i agreed readily .
She's a great mother and a SUPERWONMAN of the 21st century (!) lurzxzx ya .
I need a shopping spree to unwind all my troubles . Or maybe hit the gym or something ? Idk .
I just need something , but i dont know what that thing is *crap*
argh , Whatever (:
oh ya : Ah duck ! Sandy say thursday you can ? HAHA .
Dalian called me ''loanshark''
yeah , ima loanshark who doesnt hang pig heads outside your houses even though you didn't pay (: good right !

I wished that i didn't knew you in the first place . Lastlong with her yea ? (:

Never looking back ,

K great . My phone cannot seems to transfer the file from my phone to th lappy . gahhhhhhh ):
sucky manzxzxzx .
Today suckzxzxzx . O F F I C I A L L Y *
yeah , firstly my results didnt turn out as good as i have wanted ): and it spells dissapointment .
secondly , Humans Papers , ''awesome'' manzxzx . k , i sense a little sarcritism ( whtever you spell it , i'm aint a girl who goes for spelling bee ya knowwwww )
thirdly , i'm short of $$ ! and i dont want t get it from daddy and mummy ya know ): gahhhh , i'll find my ways thn (!)
lastly , mummy told me that she doesn't allow me to run my 2.4 . great! how great can that get ? and pardon me , i've got As for all the stations . And now you're telling me that i cant even run my 2.4 ? wth are you thinking ? my health ? fine , brisk walking is fineee with me too ! Argh . Screw you Nicole ):

i seriously hope that i could just end up in IMH like one of those many insanes in there , no troubles no nothing . Knock me please someone ? oh yeah , i'll ''flying off'' the singapore flyer together with Cass if she wants to :) yeah , she'll know what i meant .

Today school was as per normal , and i was happy that i have passed my English :) hehes.
Like when i saw many people getting back their papers , failing it . I went panicking like nobody's business . But when i got my paper , haha ! i went . LOL. i passed manzxzx (: lucky . thank god
i laugghed and shouted out loud lor ! hehe ! then suddenly i sneezed 5 times in a row man , hahs ! most of the class were lookign at me lo . wth -.- they say i sneeze until very funny .*
very funny mehs ? like gotohell manzxz . skidding !
happy birthday sandy pretty (!)
me and ah duck acc. her to go j8 slack slack for a while LOL.
thn we go to the open area , got people smoking -.- cnt tahan , thn faster ran out lorzxzx ):
next tues acc-ing. pretty to get her second piercing ! haha (: ah duck you wan2 come ? LOL sandy ask de ;P tsktsk

anyws , one sentence : ima failure

whitley invest

haha , great day . got back emaths paper . Fail (: expected lah , wanted to cry at first but in the end , just have to work harder lo . (: hehe! but i passed my science :D hehe , and Eng Paper 2 also (!)

LOLOLOLOL~
then in the morning i realised that i had an invest to attend (: like wth ?
rushed home to get my stuffs (: hahas ! no time already ):
wthwthwth (!)
reached whitley , then i cannot find the gateeeee ): walked for like 10mins * thn can find th gate -.-''
made many new friends (: hahahs , nasi lemak is niceee
otw home chat chat thn nth already lo (; but its funnnnn today (!)

reply tags
QianWen : you dare to f my ah ma ah (?) haiyo , your brain is polluted de nehzxx

Passerby (1) : Yeah , i'm glad you know that this tag disturbs me ): eh , maybe if he changes for the better , i'll . maybe ? i dont know . anyw , who are you :D

Passerby(2) :''stop giving the innocent look it makes me fell like vomit''
firstly , its '' makes me feel like vomiting '' brush up your english yeah ? & besides , its my face not yours . If you don't like my face , please don't give a damn to see me . Thank you for your tag though :D

Passerby (3) : Okay , firstly don't judge me . I am who I am , and for God's sake you're a nobody to judge me , and for what i have done .

It was all worth it

Today was second last paper , still have last paper on Monday (!)
SAADDED ): it's ok , it's gonna be over sooooooon . I hope .
through today , i have learnt many things .

Particularly about yeah someone whom i knew .
Didn't imagine that you will be like that , nah ): Hope you will wake up and reflect on what you have did all the time . Just one sentence : Do not take pepople who care for granted .

Went to j8 to find ah ming and co . (: Had subway ; Teriyaki Chicken with Barley :D
Then , played catching (!) * i know its kinda lame * -.-
Something happened . Major ? dk whether considered or not . Anyws , it's over already la , it's tired to brood over it though .Went to ah duck house today . HAHA .
Very funny sial when ah ming and yihuan tell the 'story' time (: laughs *
Played computer with ah meng ;>
so funny manzxzxzxzx *

i fog your ah ma ah (!)

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Daddy just came home and XW just came online (:
Mummy isnt home yet . Dk where she fly to already :x
Chatting with ah ming on msn now (: hahas , suppose to conference w Xw , but then haiyo , on computer easier ma * HOHOHOH. Going out w Xw and co tml i guess . Finally , i out to twnnnn again :D HAHA .

it's been a month and two days now , yes without you .
I didnt imagined that i could have survived without you , and much more , without your love ? I don't even now whether i had an importance to you or not , in the past of course. But i guess it's all over though . Looking back to the very first day you held my hands , the memory still lives in my mind vividly . I still remember the very fist time when you were so scared to kiss me at the bus stop in town . For the past eight months , I thank you for all your love and care .
Sometimes, we may fight . And it takes days for us to settle down. But thinking about all those things , I guessed I have been stupid for a very long time for apologising to you all the time . It's no use lookign back now . We have changed , yes. We both have changed . I guess it's time for me to let you go , and forget all about you . God bless .

Study Study Study

Hello people , I'm at QW house studying now . HAHA
shall blog later if i have the time later (;
goodbye world (!)


the time that you danced with me , with mo music playing .

if only things were still the same ,

Today i didnt went to school as there is no paper today :)
Stayed at home with a great tummy ache in the morning ):
Woken up by my lovely but lame dad today . HAHA .
He used the bolster to hit my buttocks ; ignored him and went back to sleep .
Woke up at around 9plus in the morning and got a msg from Ah Ming (:
I was telling her how shiok it was to stay at home , using the computer and doing anything i wanted to do . HAHA , sorry . But i sense a little cruelty here .
Meeting XW later on i guess , to pass her the story book that she wanted :D
Study group with Yassin and Hafiz later . Now it's 11.50 . And i'm meeting them at 2.15pm later . Still got a long way to go lahs (: maybe i will follow them for street soccer later on . Dont know whether is i kick the ball, or the ball kick me uh . k, siao.Later if the ball oley me uh , v paisehhhhh one lei , HAHA . but it's worth giving it a try though . LOL ;P

i realised the me and P had many common things within us
though.
We had many things to talk about . Relationship , Friends and many
more.
I dont find any pressure while talking to her . Like even though we are
not very close , but yeah . She's a great friend. She encourages me to do things that i wish to do , but doesnt have the courage to do so . Sometimes , she'll be mad at me and ending up scolding my stupid for not saying what i wanted to say .
But well, i guess i cannot be strong headed for long . thanks for being there for me when i needed a listening ear (: loves.

Aku cinta kamu zxzxz

screwed up my chinese paper today . left out a 5 marks question at the back ):
like shitos manzxzx.
____ lahzxzx. ): walau eh , 5 marks leis . chicken neh neh )8 pfffffft (!)
i worte Bao Zhang Du Hou Gan for today's compo . hahas , cut and paste and translate from ysd's english paper about cyber bullying (: *smiles*
Yeah , i have a great feeling about it ehhhhhhhh :) i love myself manzxzx. HAHA.
it's called SELF PRAISEEEEE . hehe , let me happy for a while larhssssssss ;P
After paper today , met XiaoWen and Qianwen today .
Went to J8 to study (!) At first acc. XW to eat Yoshinoya , thn followed by eating MacFlurry with QW (: hahas , forget to bring wallet lah ): paisehhhhh .
Study thn after saw Nadiah and Idayah at lib (;
Saw ChingNa . Evelyn and Siyi at lib too (;
V unglammmmm lei you ChingNa (!) air your smelly shoes ther ! must be considerate ma (: HAHA . LOL . Happy day today , although i screws up my chinese paper 2 ); gahhhhhhht .
Those pictures was what i drew during chinese paper 1.
LOL. i too bored alrdy lei ): hahas and the treasure is N A D I A H (: hahas ,laughs .
Tmwr studying with Yassin and Hafiz at tpy lib . (: Yassin's gonna get me a sunflower lei (!)
Cause i owe him bubble tea too -.-'' HAHA
hope i dont screw up the rest of my papers *( keeping my fingers crossed)*

maybe i did find fault with you .
maybe i did blame you .
but i knew that whatever you do , you had my interest at heart .
although the things that you did for me were not as much as what i did ,
but everything you do affects me in a way or two .
you've changed me .
you made me believe that at least in a way or two we are different .
at least it made me feel better now .

oh god , nobody knows how the fucking hell i'm feeling right now .

Aku Tak Tau

Aku tak boleh tahan singapore's weather (!) HUMID TO THE MAX MANZXZ ):
Aku tak tau whether the composition question i chose was correct or not ):
HEH-HAH
English was rather ok today [: hohos . The comphrehension wasn't as difficult as I thought it would be though . Haha , which was good sign for me k (!) Cause i keep getting low mrks for my previous ones ): HAPPY HAPPY . I did pretty well in my time mangement today though . *claps*
I need a new haircut badly ); My head is gettin heavier and heavier (!)
After school today , met ah ming and co. at the 231 bus-stop. laughs .Mr singh was there too .
He dunnoe at there do what also lorzxzx. (!) Catch peepo also no need to go until the bus stop and haunt people down de ma (!) ah duay
Fever is going downnnnnnnn (: hehehehehehehehehe
Xiaowen and Qianwen came along too (:
So did Yaoyuan and co. Yaoyuan lovezxz yellow too (: Hi-5 manzxzx
Studied Physics today :D hahas , still left with one more chapter (!)
LENSES ): argh , i still dont geddit (!) Aku tak tau how to do ): stare at the book , the book stare at me like bodoh like that , chicken neh neh zxzx (!)(!)(!)
Studied at Enter Mac today (: funny sial .
With Xiaowen and her entertainment(s) :)
HHAHAHAHAHA :)
XiaoWen lurzxzx Nicole (!)
heheehhehehehehehehehehehe , she's an ah meng nehzxzx :)
HAHH , yeah , she's studying really hard too JIAYOUS (:
after studying , followed XW to PASAR MALAM (:
v longggggg never go already uh ): hahas
talked to her about many stuffs , hahas .
She knows , i know . God knows (:
Yeah , maybe after exams bah XW (!) but i would remain the same , i really cannot seem to bring myself to ____________ again.
But i'll try :) Hope it really works bah zxzx (;
lurzxxz , thanks for the encourgement though HEHE .

till here now , upcoming exam tmrw (!)
Chinese ; nb . My most feared paper of all );
Hope i could do well ba :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWN (:

mad for nothing ; i won't let it go .

i didnt manage to take my Social Studies Paper today .
I studied so hard for it , yeah , that's what I got - Valid Reason , Exempted from examination hall.
Damn , Retarded and Stupid. fancy being chased back home by your teacher.
Why not just bang a car ? Forget everything . Free myself from all this pressure.
I told myself that I will seriously study well so that I could just get into a good JC or Poly .
People sitting around me are just getting so high grades ): Sheryl , XL , Mel ,Chunyee etc etc .
Whenever a test paper is passed down , I would just guess the amount of marks that I would get .
Border line , or either Fail. Like wth ?!!? Study like hell , also cannot get good grades . Kill me instead (: Free from this f.misery .
HA-HA , yeah . i cant even laugh properly now . Seriously , i think i'm going to let my parents down once again . can someone just chnage the memory card of my brain in exchange for a new one pretty please ? i'm sick of all these now . bang a wall , that's what i will do . (:


i could not just move on and thinking that everything was alright

Labour Day

Woke up at arnd noon today .
Checked my phone : i've got eight miss calls and counting on with three messages .
HAHA , supposingly suppose to study tgt with e4s today , and like i'm suppose to meet them at like 9am in the morning ? LOL.
Studied a lil in the noon and gave up , cause today aint a great day for studying :)
Singapore's weather is a killer , yeah . It's kills like a million times worse than me panicking during a test in school :) Argh , spent my time rotting at home today . Dinner's out with family tonight :) STEAMBOAT (!) hahas . i missed it alotzxzx though .
I want to have my dear hair brownnnnn again ): Shall go do it up during the hols w Cass :D
I have not strated to study yet and MYE is like only like 4 days away and i've not sudied yet ):
OH MY TIANS . hopefully i can stick my butt on the chair tml and study mug study mug tml (:
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO GRACE (!)
hahas , may the Lord bless you in everything you do . May you do well in your exams too (:
k , now i'm having regrets typing that i will mug it all out tml . argh . Forget it zxzx


yeah , maybe i was stupid all along .