Rotting at home ! :D

And the rotting session begins ! :D
Roars, that's one thing i hate the most about holidays ! ):
Rot, stay at home and nothing to do ! What else could you expect ?
Grr. I've got cramps on my arms after playing boxing with Cass. ( she as got cramps too )
Results are releasing soon ! On Friday, and for that, i needed Fion to remind me .
Sheesh , i beginning to feel that my memory is failing me D:
Piercing tongue eh ? I begin to get the jitters when Cass told me that it'll leave an awful scar on your tongue. ( (L!)'s tongue is a great example :x ) zxzxzx!!!
and Adeline told me not to pierce too, she says you have got to pay the price for it some day. :D
Oh manzxzx ! But its like damn tempting , hello ?
my Helix is pierced , thanks to Cass for bringing me to the shop. LOL.
the uncle who pierced for me has a hole like on his 1) nose. 2) helix 3) tragus.
oh my oh my ! nice nice nice !
He is a funny guy . He shivered and hesitated while piercing for me . gawdamnmit .
it made me scared okay. the gun was like on and off my ear. wad the hell are ya doing ?
HAHAHA.
'm currently rotting at home now. ): with bulging eyes staring at the computer ! :D
i'm going out with my family tonight ! :P
Have fun earthlings ! :D
and i'll be having instant noodles for lunch ! haha. :D
*FROWNS* i cannot go to WWW with YunQi and Valerie ! Argh ! ( due to personal reasons)

But, But , But , i can go shopping ! i'll be bringing Valerie to pierce her ear :D
and I want my dress ! :D brown and black

daddy's going overseas again. to USA this time (: get me a Adidas jacket will ya ?
and i wanna watch Rihanna's concert ! 13 Nov ! argh ! D:

finest definition (L!)

back from camp !

Hello greatest earthlings ,
i have just got back from the council camp held at school :D
firstly my day started having lunch ( i woke up late !) with 2e3'o8 councilors, except for some *
we went to bradell mac to have our lunch. i ate mac spicy ! :) however, mayonnaise was out of stock. Damn it ! :x Reported to school after lunch and had ice breakers games.
i made so many new friends !
hahas. ZhongCi,Hazel,Sanjay,Haidir,Ron,Daniel and a pretty sec 3 girl * ( idk how to spell her name, and neither i wanna embarass myself by spelling her name wrongly )* were in my grp.
Haidir is my sister ! And so is Sanjay! :D
Our group name is called : 10sense. zxzx!
cool huhzxz !!! LOL. ermms.ermms.
no night walk . no sec 1s . hahas, how could this camp be fun you would be asking. well, if the sec 2s play on thier own, fun fun fun ! i took a picture with abby 'kicking' me ! hahas. its with yunni !
i 'traded' something cool with yunni, only she knows. she's a niceee peep ! hahas.
i slept at 3amplus that night. LOL. i just couldnt get to sleep. ( only God knows why ?!?)
hahas, in the middle of the night, yvonne and jocelyn havent slept yet. asked yvonne whats the time and i proceeded to the toilet (alone). Haha, there were lights hello ?!?
then, woke up at arnd 6.55 . still early, so went back to sleep until arnd 7plus . woke up ( bad hair day) brushed teeth, packed my bag and off to the canteen for breakfast.
funny funny funny ! :D
we had food at the following times.
1) 8.35 (breakfast)
2) 10.30 (tea break)
3) 12.35 ( lunch)
the first thing i got home is bathed and sleep on my comfy sofa !
i'm damn full now, and its like 7.20 pm ! alamaks. my stomach is so gonna explod. LOL
camp was nice, fun, thrilling ( i had no other words to use mah) :P saw many people at school today. studying for O lvls. good luck ! and *LAUGHS * saw calvin too :D dont ask me why i laugh-ed, cause i think xinxia and zhonghan influenced me on singing the China's national song. LOL! :DDDDDDDD

well, planned to meet cassandra at inter, but she as tired, and so was i . i was being lazy uh dey. LOL. my tongue has an ulcer ! ROARS! it hurts okay ): i think i'll be piercing helix tmr, after the FULL DAY CO PRACTICE AT SCHOOL . oh man, i'm so gonna dieeeee tmr ! D:
so long people. wish me good luck aye !
hahas, and ahjie is so funny to ask me that question. Brain power !

love me with dignity , love me with pride.

Because you lived

Because You Live
By Jesse McCartney

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive

Because you live, I live, I live

RAWRS. its camping time ):

oh geesh , when i went to msn then i suddenly remembered that i have camp tmr ! council camp ! meeting the secondary ones ! :D HAHA. cool huh ? LOL. omfgxzzx! somehow, suddenly, at least someone appreciates piercing stuff and finds it cool ! ~ WOOTS :D hahas.Shermane! Lol. i so f.love you okayzxz! hahas.
as usual, i woke up at arnd 9.40 due to a morning msg. ( i left my phone under my pillow, now who can you blame except yourself huh Nicole ? )
sleep well okay ? miss the stops then miss lor . You're damn blur today ! :x L O V E S
alamaks. -.- slackked on my comfy bed for a few minutes and in the end, falling asleep again. Lol. ermms, went to market to have breakfast with mummy and sisters. :D had a swim downstairs. cold bodoh ! ~
got up, showered and got a msg from yassin ! hahas. that freakishly funny boy. LOL.
after that, mummy asked me to accompany my sisters to watch HSM3! senior year at shaw plaza, which is a stone throw away from my house. Didn't buy any snacks, cause i was like damn full at that time. It was an emotional show , which was matured themed. during my movie, my sister kept asking me question, haiyo, sheesh :x
You all so have to watch it ! :D *BEAMS*
yay ! daddy coming home with loads of gifts ! maybe he has got the jacket that i've wanted.
i so miss you manxzx ! :D
camp camp camp.
i have not even gotten my parents to sign the form yet manzxz ! alamaks. wth~
fineeeeeee! later alright ? when daddy's home.
mummy's cooking in tonight . hahahahhahahas. YUMMY :D
uhhuh! HAPPY DEEPAVALI ! :D
and piercing of helix is right after my camp ! hohohos. excited bodoh ! ~
and that's one more piercing more than cassandra. :D hahahahs
she's my piercing buddy ! :D

even though things are different now, you're still here somehow.
we are going to different schools next year. and i promised i'll study hard.
different schools, means lesser chance of meeting ups. i know. i'll miss you so much man. ):
i don't know how long can i take this until , but i'll try my best okay ?
takecare of yourself when you're in a new enviroment. i'll learn to takecare of myself :D
i assured you .
& iloveyou.

rewinddd forrwardzxzxzx!

''when summer comes, we all thought that it was alright . Everything we had was simply perfect.However when winter comes , everything starts to go wrong, but we don't know the cause of it. It was simply disastrous.''

HAHA. this was one of the quotes that I've read and liked in the book that i have finished reading today. it's called ''A Murder , A Family , A Marriage. '' it's a pretty niceee book ! haha
after reading it on my bed, zxzxzx ! i fell asleep. woke up, felt hungry and went to grab some biscuits from the kitchen . Famous Amos cookies ! YUMMY ! :D
daddy's overseas now. hope that you're doing finee there :D
&& i want a adidas black jacket!
the one with green,red,yellow! strips. :D hahahahahahas. cool baby !
birthday,birthday,birthday! hohoho.2 mths and 1 more day ! ):
i want a night ride in the singapore flyers !


eating inside, WOAH. nicee bodoh ! touch the ''sky'' manxzxz! TRALALALA~
vally birthday is coming, & i've made her a HUGE card. and i meant it . i'm still deciing what to buy for her ): meeetupps please !
i'm super hyper now cause i just woke up from my beautiful sleep ! (: comfy bodoh !



this shades are niceee bodoh. as in not wearing it , i'm just complimenting the picture in the lense. :B
credits for most of the pictures is Photobucket :D
having dinner later , i wanna eat chicken chop ! Jack's place? hahahahas.
holidays are here, and i'm rotting at home ! dammmmit !

SHEESH.; i'll miss our monkey class !

credits to shermane ! haha . i got it from her blog. LOL
last day of school ):
played with yassin and clique BINGO !
i was so lucky before yassin went to sit down on my chair after i came back from the toilet . Roars , you dude ! :D
HAHA. class chalet is on, but i had cca on that day . and i've just came back from the camp at the moe camp of music. sheesh. can holidays get any better ?
supposing , i can meet up and go out with you , hurhur . sick lahs ! and you dont allow me to go ! Roars :D i'm so gonna get my helix pierce and so is my tongue. :D
tempting huh cass ?!? hahas . i knew it would tmept you someday :)
three wishes for this holiday !
1) PIERCING TO BE DONE
2) NOT BE SICK SICK SICK EVERYDAY
3) SPEND MORE TIME WITH HIM :D

and watch moviesssss ! movie marathon ! hahahahhohoho.
and i'll miss all my buddies in 2e3 'o8 !
iloveyouguys !
Nadiah,Amanda,Sarah,Jiaxin,Xiaoyan,Kailing,Yassin!,Yujie,Yunqi,hazel,Jocelyn,Mendi,Leeling,Kale,Xinhui,
Shermane,Maya,Yeelynn,Xuanjie,Zhiyao.
plus , minus times divide.
I LOVE YOU GUYS .


and the race is on ..

another extraordinary day :D

yet another ordinary day.
went to school at 7.30 cause i woke up lateeee ! i slept late that night day , cant blame me uh dey (:
i was lucky that the gate wasn't closed yet , thanks to all who stalled time for me. :D
went to com lab to key in the subject combination that i've chosen.
i've chosen poa, amaths, and social studies with elcetive history . but i chose bio& chem. :D
i didn't want to take physics, and i seriously hate physics now. it's sucky . hahas.
watch movie , japanese anime. :D cass fall asleep while sitting beside me LOL.
Sihui and I had a hard time waking her up , i hit her butt. Miracle ! she woke up .
hahas. LOL .
well, i'm sleepy. so i headed off to eat lunch at entertainment and head off home sweet home for a nap. HAHA. after sleeping for an hour, i went to shaw plaza to find cass and clique. :D chatted , and send sihui and ken to the bus stop to take 145 to tpy . after which, cass tianyang and me went to shaw again to chat. :p tianyang counted the number of times i cracked my fingers. -.-''
LOL. today was a nicee day with a bad weather . LOL changed of blogskin ! and another strikeout off my 'wants' list . my 3rd earhole on my right ear :D tragus and helix nowwww !
tongue ? :x better not , but it's tempting though.
well, goodnight earthlings. i'm sleepy today :D
and iloveyou too nadiah. *( if you see this )*

and this was the Xfactor.

another post of this boring day ):

it's now 12.03 am in the morning. and i do have school in the morning. gawddammit !
it's tempting me now dey ! tongue :D i'm so envious people who has tongue piercing. oh geesh , in time to come, maybe i could just persuade my mummy and daddy to allow me to have one done (: and important peeps in my life too duh ? i cancelled it out my list frist cause i know that now it'll be impossible therefore i put it in italic form :D cahnged the song of my blog ! enjoy earthlings :D
& to cassandra ;
i don't know why i have not made up my mind. haiyo, like old woman right ? hahas. *FROWNS*
it's tempting hello ? hahas. whatsoever. let's allow nature to take its ourse then :D
sleep sleep sleep ! :D
i'm sleepy , good night earthlings , no .. i meant good morning. :D


and you never seems to remember what you have told me anyway

Cameras are addictive ( why ? , simply don't know )

This ?
Or this ? :B


went to tuition today . i woke up late so daddy had to fetch me to tuition . ( he complained to mummy that he cannot have his sunday breakfast with peace D: ) Camera !
Dad's getting me a camera for my christmas and a phone for me on my birthday . ( in case of you didn;t notice , those two dates were close enough , just like a couple of days. ) i would want to get BOTH ! i'm greedy , don't you know that! Haha. well, whatever. You're still going to buy one of these for me in the end . muhahahas ! :D
roller blading tmr ! fall down , stand up , fall down , stand up . haiyo. :D
it's glad to see people falling. maybe i'll fall too ( alhtough i know how to skate a little, i'm aint a pro hello ?) i think it'll be FUN ! :D haha.
daddy is going away to thailand from next friday to tuesday ( idk which are the dates )
& follwed by that following sunday to USA. (: ( get me the special edition HSM disc will ya ? loves ! * GRINS* )
results are almost back , with the merged marks i will pass all . lucky for me :D
working harder next year. Roars!
third piercing tmr peepo ! hahas. right ear :D *BEAMS*

dilemma

oh geesh !

twist !
lunch !

Roars ! i dont know which subject should i take . Haha, but i guess i won't be taking pure ):
POA ? uh-huh. maybe , i guess . i don't know. D&T ? uh-huh ! maybe. mummy says thats an easy subject to score for Os. :D
hmmm, bio and chem seems to be an interest for me . but , people from the upper secondary seems to say that it doesn't do much help n the future. ): whatsoever.
elective geog or history ? hahas. it's becoming into pieces that i still dunnoe what to take for my secondary 3 ! see how, maybe i'll decide on a later date :D
cube . cube. cube ! learnt it ! :D *BEAMS WIDELY*
i went to layered my hair again today. as usual , i fell asleep in the salon, aunty was out of town . therefore we went to the other salon. loreal dunnoe wad. :D hahas.
holidays are coming and i have not prepared what to do during that long lng century period of time. geesh . oh my . tongue piercing is tempting. ): & i should not think about it . it's for my own good, i understand dude. :D
after hair cut , went to bugis street with sis (both) and mummy to buy clothes ( i didn't my wallet, only my handphone) hahas. woke up early in the morning today, dunnoe for what also . siao alr :x bought new futre jeans , and a crazy print yellow tee ! oh yes, a saw a yellow lamborgini ( idk how to spell ) . !!! cool ~ ( thoes peeps who knows, wouldn't think i'm crazy)
daddy told me a funny story of his friend buying that car. hoho. i laughed out loud . :D LOL.
and i wanna motorcycle licsence when i grow up ! Roars. when will i grow up ? few years time i guess :D 3rd piercing on monday ! ( if there's a changed in plans )
i had a wonderful lunch today ! hahas. :D oh yes , i saw a shemale today , for real. 'her' adam's apple was like big and bulging and her tighs are big and huge . maybe you say we shouldn't judge someone by it's cover , but she speaks with a deep voice , what's the deal then ?
& piercing to me isn't a bad thing, its an art :d
well, don't cristicise peeps before you find out the truth . get that in your head fella ! :D

the busy highway streets , with cars whooshing by .

Drastically awful day ):

exams are over , the results are back );
i didnt imagine it to be so fast . awww ! flung flung flung.
i so did not do well in maths , therefore i flung it . oh sheesh *frowns*
well thanks for the encouragement though Nadiah. *( if you see this )*
science c/b part , i passed. not with flying colours, but i did myself proud though.
22.5/35 . i know that there are many people out there getting higher scores than me, but haha.
i did myself proud uh dey ! LOL.
okays, currently i have no mood to blog because I'm having a headache. ):
& my eyes are like shutting down instantly. i hope i can do well in my English now though. ms.yue says i'm a disappointment uh , i was like '' can you stop reprimanding me ? that's my problem , kinda thing. '' She repeated those things while reading my marks for paer 2 & 1 components. at least i have got 17 and above for both ? HURHUR ! ): oral . oral . oral ! helppppmeeee !
i wanna watch eagle's eye ! hahas. heard from cass that it was a nice show. hohoho.
& i've watch house bunny , that crazy movie which i laugh-ed my heart out and upside down.
i'm off to watch teevee , the channel 8 9.00 show ! :D hahas. & sleeping early tonight ! (:


i really hoped that day would be a rainy day :D it's L-O-V-E

watching the grey sky :B

sexy-back ! :B
hahas. ! i had a great day yesterday at east coast park ! cycling of course. and we talked over lunch , on the movie ''connected''
Me: heys! did you all watch the movie connected ? *grins*
All(except me) : HaHa, yah!
Me: hahas, the phone charger.. *( starts to laugh my head off )*
Ken: (acting out what happen to the salesman in the movie )
Cassandra: *(starts to laugh too )*
Ken: ( continued acting)
Tianyang: no no , the man said like that .. ( acting out the scene)
Me: ( still laughing , as usual)
Cassandra: Ken! stop it lah dey !
Me & Tianyang : ( still laughing )
Ken : thankkkyouuu ! finish acting ! *GRINS*
haahahahahahahahs. yesterday was fun fun fun ! LOL
cycled all the way to bedok jetty and saw many people fishing. i wonder how come they have all that patience to fish their day out man ):
cycled all the way to changi 'outward bound school' *( that freakishly, amazing camp- school )*
sheesh ! D:
shopping spree with parents on marking day!
thursday i was at home , sleeping all day *HAHA*
cycled in the evening. :B & i had my favourite dish : chilli kangkong cooked with loves from my granny ! hahas :B chatted with my grandad for like hours before switching to watch my tv ! :D
its been ages since i've chatted with grandad for long long long time. ):
FRIDAY !
happy birthday mummy ! Y
hahas. shopping spree!
woke up at 10.30 that day .
had breakfast at takashimaya's crystal jade . tim sum ! yummy (:
than later went to wisma and paragon to shop shop shop !
firstly my mummy went to calvin and klein jeans to buy her handbag.
but instead she got it for me ! hohoho. the black and shiny one. *BEAMS* and it comes with a large plastic bag. cool uhhs ? hahas
than we walked to nafnaf to get ourselves belt. we both got thin belts. 8)
thn we walked on to bilabong and i got myself a black shorts :)
later on , we walked to the 2 storey MANGO . i've got myself a tank top and a sleeve-less check shirt. hahas. then went to watch connected ! that funny movie. :)
waited for my fatherto fetch us at the taxi stand ! :D
bought a chocolate cake with orange fillings and biscuit at breadtalk and went home ! :B

it's a wonderful day i had ! :B
had tuition today in the morning. & i woke up late ): hahas. rushed down there. joked arnd with daryl ! :) he's niceee and likes the game in my phone. :D
after class, dad's not coming to fetch me therefore, i went home myself. (bus, of course)
and now i'm here blogging after clearing the messy room of mine.
so long people. !

if the mind keeps thinking you had enough, but the heart keeps telling you don't give up.

pictures on the wayyy :D

hahas.i have uploaded some songs to my phone and i saw all this pictures i have taken tgt with my sister ! :B she maybe irritating sometimes, but she's a great girl. ( oh gosh, i cannot believed what i've just said just now )
talking to yunqi on msn now. hahs chatting on emotions? idk what the heck .

maybe, just maybe . let it all go when you feel tired clinging on to this tiring and aimless love that you are providing for him. it's all up to you. whether do you want to stand up and get on with your happy life w/o him , Or you could choose to hold on. Both are tiring and requires loads of efforts. if you think that it's over, let it go bahs.i know its difficult. just do your best bah. although i don't really know how to comfort a person, i can be your listening ear ? hahs. all the best my dear ! (L)

the same applies to me anyway...

:D stressing period is over people !

EXAMS ARE CURRENTLY OVER ! :B
sorry that i had to hold on to my blogging. thanks for the tag Chin Wee ! :D You're a nice person ! Hope that you can pass your exams with flying colors bah ! :D cheese & rock on dude !
supposedly, today I'm suppose to go out with Cassandra and clique ! then , my mother called me halfway the journey while I'm on the bus. She asked me where I was , so i told her I'm on the bus and going home. Haha. She wants to bring me out for shopping ! She's having her rest now , lying on the bed , sleeping on the bed ! :D
oh yes, i hit cass's butt with pillow today ! She was sleeping at my house today . And so did I.
We , both of us are sleeping like dead log. Until, there came a silly phone call from joel and it woke me up because my phone wasn't on silent mode and i placed it beside me while i was sleeping ! sheesh! :D and then later i hit cass's butt because after many times of calling her and asking her to wake up , she didn't wake up ahs dey ! so, i was left with no choice but to spank her on the butt. :D which was quite an enjoyable thing to do you know. & she screamed at her top of her voice today because i spank-ed her butt (:
fuggg ); my speaker spoil. I cant listen to any music now . nacheebong ! (:
it's a nice word that i've created randomly. hahas. basically , addicted to it.
& to the song I'm still in love with you by Jonas Brothers ! :D
*( out of 9 questions in paper 1 , i only did 8 )* which was a stupid thing ! ROARS! long story ! ):
just hope that my results would not be as bad as the previous one. hohoho ! (;
finally, it's all over.
stress , burning of the midnight oil ! ( causes pollution! hahas), and parent's naggings !
it's finally over .
and i'm happy now, enjoying my life ! eat, sleep ! eat , sleep ! eat, sleep ! :B




and how i had wished that i knew what you were doing now.
ignorance is bliss ? i don't think so . maybe your words are just crap :x

i miss you

You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

[CHORUS:]
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying by too fast

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

Selamat Hari Raya!

hello people !
Selamat Hari Raya! haha :D
suppose to be mugging now , but i'm not studying today ! :D PEACE.
simple 2 reasons.
1) i think its a public holiday , hence i should have just enjoy myself today ! :D
2) i guess i will go crazy if i continue to study. therefore, i'm not studying today ! :D
well, i have 1 more day to prepare myself for the stupid kuku paper that i'll be taking on friday !
tmr's higher mother tongue paper, which is an i-no-need-to-go-school-day !
JIAYOU for all the paper everyone !
and to cass ( if you see this )
i've decided to go on medication. so i'm going to school on maths-paper-two-day ! :D
i'm strong de lah ! no need to worry for me , sort of your feelings first ? hahas.
& ive leanrt something new today again!
''If you love someone , let it go. If it ever comes back to you , it's yours. But if it didn't , it wasn't yours in the first place. ''