i m suppose to finish and complete my geography by now, but heh. i haven't OBVIOUSLY.
anyw, this year's sports day is gonna be a great disappointment for me again.
'' you could just lose your life out there when you are running. poof, off you go. health is more important.'' that's what my mum told me.
moooood swingggggggggggg. i hate this week of life. i don't think my mother is joking.
i feel like crying.
all i am is good at running. at least i think so.
i m not good at studies cause i dun like to study.
all i can achieve in life is sports. sports sports and more sports.
even pe, many ppl get worried for me. even napfa.
damn, why is life so f***ing shit nowadays?
FML.
this life of mine is like a bomb, at least that's what i think it is.
i have been through numerous pain, numerous check ups.
injections, needles poking through my body. no big seriously.
i m like a really costly daughter to my parents.
sometimes i did like to put an end to it.
but of course, i wouldn't surrender myself to hell yet, or sure enough heaven.
sometimes, i would be envious of those who can juggle their sports and studies well.
well, it is not in my blood i guess.
i don't blame my parents for my state like now. what they gave me, i accept it.
don't ask me why i act so crazily at school, why i laugh at the slightest of things.
because idk when i m going. like poof. they wont come into your dreams and tell you that they are taking you away kan?
i may seems like a person talking crap here.
but you will nvr know what's gonna happen the very next minute of your life.
k, i think my mood's back after letting out what i want to say today.
:) i feel much better.
cheers for a bttr tmrw thn! :P