idk how 2 describe day. he he he

friday was kinda awesome cause it's mel's bdae! :)

ha ha ha. i finally uploaded the pics from charles's and mel's bdae to fbdotcom. which i think it's like soooo slowww nao adays.

today was a rather tiring day. i manage to get things through her mind, and i hope she understands where i am coming from and that i hope i can hold back my temper a little.

argh, shiat.

)': i'm so sorry i'm unable to watch tooth fairy with you guys! heh heh heh, though i think that it's gonna be real fun. haha, but i can't make it today yaysin & co.

HAPPY BDAE TO MY COUSIN JAYBEZ! :)

you're finally one. hahaha.

anyw, mel i hope you had a rlly enjoyable day though my acting sucks. blame gawai and shuhui! hahaha, skidding.

zaijian every1. have a gr8t weekend.

ps, pat chan, i have uploaded lili's birthday piccas to fb. :)

hai lurv

hai meh-li-za tan hwee hua, happy birthday! :) lurvs

it's life

hey charles! this is the nicest photo i could find of you with your birthday cake! :)
group photo! :)

hmmmmm, charles is 17.

chiuping is 16 today. happy birthday! :D

meh-li-ssa is 16 in 1 more hour.

everyone is getting older each day. and i just got 15. shld i be happy / sad? haha, i have no idea. anyw, screw geo today. seriously, i didnt get to finish my 8 marks question. i'm keeping my fingers crossed and hopefully i can pass. saem goes to chem. the mcqs were like WOAH. physics was ratehr okeh until light. i reckon i would pass it )': Os are near and i'm not even revising my work now. instead i gave myself a day off today! :) since i had sooooo many test this week.

school's been rather robotic at secondary 4 level. )':

i have no time for my lunches sometimes. maybe all the time.

i have a lessons whole day long which kills you whenever there's practical cause it will take hours

i have tons of hmwrk waiting and left undone each day.

i have tests coming up sooner than yoou know it will be.

i have Os this year, and pray hard i dont screw the one during may.

pressure! i wonder how can people study and work under such intense pressure?

either they have special powers which i don't have, or either they are just smart.

i needa go out more often with my friends though. if not i will be sitting at home doing my maths.

serious shit. maths is starting to get nice, i don't know why. haha.

maybe i was too cocky. aiyo.

anyw, how do you feel when you told your close friend your opinion about her and that you meant her well, however, she doesn't know where you are coming from and then misunderstood you and dislikes you deep down in her heart? however on the surface she may seems nice and all. SERIOUSLY, IF YOU ASK ME HOW I FEEL. ------> TERRIBLE.

i didn't wanna pick up a fight with her or whatever she calls it.

i may have misunderstood you, i may not know how you are feeling, but i'm just telling you how i feel. is that a crime? one day, you will know my good thoughts i hope. i just hope that you would get out of that cycle. serious shit. i'm direct, and i say what i think it isn't right form my point of view. whatever. just whatever.

anyw, i'm gonna stay up to wish mel happy birthday! :) heh heh heh.

fb is sssooooo slow~ freakfishfockfork

best friend!

happy birthday charles!

i feel hippy 2day.

hai chanel iman. i think u r rlly kool. bt u r rlly thin, just like the pretty girl in my class called sheryl n apparently she isn't feeling very hahappy 2day. i rlly do hope that she will get off that mong-ter roller coaster sooooooooon. chillazx dude and i hope 2 see u smiling like i did 2day in class everyday k. (L)

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i know i shld be slping nao, but bloggerdotcom was like : hey neek, u have nt updated ur blog. haha. cum here neek, u r suppose 2 use me b4 u slp. b4 i rust 2! :) hahaha. i made that up. which is crap.
today success was lobster.
and yassin was called yellow boots.
today they had a flwenly match w 5Ns. and we won by a point i guess.
success kick was professional cause lobsters dont play soccer.
yassin scored a goal despite his injured leg! YAY! eggcited k!
yiliang scored x2 sial. dun play play hor.
thru-out me jolt and czh was laughing like mad. haha, me like it though (Y)
haha, firstly it was delano. hahahahahaha, shall not mention that weird incident whereby i had 2 climb over the fence and take their ball and i'm on the 2nd storey. wa, like cool hor?!
anyw, yujie and razin also did very funny actions.
baybu was funny, cause he's ssoo skinny and he became the goalkeeper, very cute right!
everyone ran into midfield leaving him behind at the lonely goalpost!
aiyo. anyw, success said i was the ony enthu one.
and yassin said shouting did help, cause someone banged his head and all he heard and thought of was me! AWESOME OR WHAT!
hahahaha, i feel so proud horrrrrrrr!
i havent done a single hmwrk. and i do feel guilty for that. )': shiat.
and success and yassin havent reply my msg. i think they sleep alrdy!
chiaos. i shall go and sleep too. after playing dinner dash!
hahahahaha, today was a much happier day!

i'm trying very hard to keep the faith,

today had been a rather thrashy day for me.

with kuai min all around, saying his usual crappy stuff, i wasn't in the mood to do anything already. nothing perked me up. literally nothing. NOTHING.

jokes, no. laughter, no.

i have learnt something really important today.

i still recalled in which i told myself that not everyone deserved a second, it totally depends on the person. i practically cried, teared or in which whatever you name it.

this is just so senseless. '' you pulled me up, you break me down.'' this sentence is finally making some sense, like finally.

i finally knew why my mum had said that relationships could wait, studies and time waits for no one. i finally understood what she meant by a foolish mistake could just kill you literally.

maybe we are just too young.

was it my fault?

was it yours?

i wasn't sure.

my dad told me, 伤心也是一天，开心也是一天。为和不要开心过每一天呢？

so what if it hurts me?

so what if i'm break down?

so what if the whole world pushes me off the edges?

i couldn't possibly carry on like this.

i got to live my life the way it should be.

FOCUSSS NICK, the Os are waiting. FOCUSSSSSSSSSS NICK.

studies first. yes, that's the way it should be.

anyw, enough of that irritating words above and above somemore. there, you got it.

i think that male friends are the best! :)

they are always there whenever you need them.

i meant like c'mon. since when you needa mind about your fock language?!

you do not really care about things to talk about cause they are unusually creative ppl. :)

they give the best advices when you're feeling down.

there's always yassin there to cheer me up, tell me jokes whenever i felt down or upset.

there's always success there to cheer you up with his not-so-cool jokes.

there's always jian wen there to give you best realtionship advices.

there's always luke who makes you feel better by his kind and understanding phone calls.

there's always kuai min who will find fault, but respect you at the same point of time.

there's always charles who is always there calling you his best friend, ranting his troubles to you.

of course, there are many close friends that i have out there whom are female. :)

but anyw, i thought that who would be so funny to sate who is their nest male friends.

and tadahhhhh! anyw, i feel more comfortable talking to guy friends. (L)

it's weird when you got that tingling feeling.

oh gosh, i (L) cat woman. i think she's cool.

bill is handsome, (L)

hello bag heads,

today O's results are released. i went arnd hugging many people. :)

i have no idea why i hugged them, maybe because i felt their stress this morning, and soooooo sooooon, it's like gonna be my TURN. like what?

haha, anyw, congrats to everyone!

especially CASS, YILIN & SIHUI.

all A1s , not bad at all. :)

i hugged cass twice. i hugged her, and she hugged me back again. but, it's all for joy.

yilin was jumping arnd me, and that i couldn't hug her.

i hugged syafiqah.

i hugged and jumped with yihui and sheryl.

i was patting charles's shoulder.

i was hugging many other people. i coundn't rmb. i just hugged them.

maybe i should think whether or not to give out free hugs @ Orchard.

i pray hard i will do well for my cheennaaaaaa.

went over to love's house after all that.

and still, we were talking about O's and N's.

oh my, fagoot. it's rlly pissing me offffff.

and love, your mum is rlly cute. :)

and DNT's theme is like crap. what is this.

i need my long hair back. thankyouverymuch.

ooohlaaaaa!

hai eveerrryyyoneee
I m using kasi's phone to blog nao. We are currently at ngee ann poly. Getting ready to shout! Hahahaha. I think we are suppose to shout i lurve np! Hahaha and hem's gonna upload the picures we took on fb! haha! Later!
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hai everyone, i know i have said this just nao when i was using kasi's phone. but i'm gonna say it again, so here it is, HAIIIII!.
ngee ann is a funny place which i want to go.
but i still have to see my credits for my Os first. :):):)
at least nao, i have a goal to work towards to. ECH. tadahhhhhh.
anw, it was fun. especially the emergency part in the nursing course. hahahahahaa.
EPIC I TELL YOU. that fake wooomannn can TALK. yes, EPIC :>
anyw, we traveled arnd the school on our bus 11s. :)
tiring, but fun. we didnt get to try out the CCAs. but, it was funny shouting that we lurv NGEE ANN. haha, saw chunyee's brother. i think he's handsome lah. hehehehehehe.

nvm, kais and hem wuld have understood. anyw, i saw sandy and waiyi thr too :)

bused t tpy and trained all the way to admiralty. pantat pain D:

anyw, i hope i can go ice skating with yaysin real sooooon! :)

anyw, i pondered about 2009 just nao, though it was 2010 long agooo. ( just 9 days ago!)

2009, hmm... what can i say?

it has neither been too short, nor too long for me though.

different faces, different things when i got into sec 3e4

friends are nice. gud friends are better. best friends are AWESOME. (brava?!)

anyw, i hope through year 2009 i will learn not to pen down the same mistakes that i have made int the year 2010.

though i never wanted 2009 to pass so quickly, however, there is a cheena saying. erm, w8 what is that called? erm, i think it's '' if the old ones doesn't go, the new ones will nvr come. ''

i think it's something like that lah hor.

i hope that i will do well for my Os. study well, love well, play well.

hello my love, i think you know i am talking about you. yes you, literally.

let bygones be bygones.

it's a new year here. and we don't wanna have any regrets do we?

it my Os this year, and so is your Ns.

we will not screw this, we will not screw this, we will not screw this.

there are times when i always wanted to tell you how i felt, but i didnt know how to express myself. there are times when i wanted to cry in front of you, but my tears somehow held back.

i know you had a picture in your file. a real big one. don't ask, i just got to know somehow.

we may not be perfect, but with imperfections, life made easier, and perfect is just another word.

goodbye 2009, and hello 2010.

with lurv,

neecolee

school!

school's tmrw, and i m not rlly eggcited for it though.
anyw, i m going to school with my short short hair! :)