Acceleration Love,

Today was a rather bright and sunny day :)
We celebrated t'cher's day today @ school.
Rather tiring though. Needa rush here and there.
HAHAHAHA,but it was all worth it :)
Anyw, Shawn a gr8t pat on your shoulder! Many said that your video very de nice hoh!
HAHAHAHAH, HEHEHEHEH, HOHOHOHOH. Very gud hoh.
k, siao siao siao.i very hyper when i went back to my primary.
SEK said i dont look like girl.
Cause i watch soccer, play cs, L/D . like that than not girl meh?
how can you say that! HAHAHAHA,
i laughed my ass off today man.
so many funny things happen :)
went to Wanru's house today, chit&chat of alot of things.
Stupid thing, relationships and our former classes.
So funny lah.
I cannot stop laughing.
LOL.
Anyw, i had a gr8t day today.
HAPPY T'CHER'S DAY
just for Ms Choong! :
You've been an AWESOME teacher to us all these while.
Although we've always wanted to make you laugh and cry at the same time,
but we still love you alot.
And we hope you know that.
Lurvzx you.
-Nicole

Sisters,

Tired day today.
shall not elaborate much cause i wanna eat now.
k, have a nice day.
gud day peepo.

my msn nick : Hi, my name is Nicole and i'm a friend of yassin who is lame yet funny.
yas msn nick : Hi, my name is Yassin and im a fren of nicole, she is gila but still pandai.

HAHAH , laugh my ass off man.
this is so funny.

I wanted you to move on,

i had e-laerning day ysd though.
Has been a great and funny day for me i guessed.
Went to watch " The Proposal " with pretty .
webcam-ed at school too. Brought my laptop to school to do my hmwrk.
Actually suppose to be staying at home , haha . needed to go to school for t'chers day preparations. :)
had fun though.
i'm feeling AWFUL now,
bad flu + cough + fever = AWFUL FEELING.
i don't like the flu bug , shoo i want you away !
i have mixed feelings today .
Confused, pissed and AWFUL ):
Confused about many stuff.
Pissed about stupid stuff.
AWFUL FEELING B'COS I'M SICK.
you smiled at me b'cos you treated me like a friend, but you told your friends you don't care.
WTH IS THIS MAN. ARGH. I DON'T LIKE YOU AGAIN.
i needa go to school tmrw. oh man.
gudbye my bed ): gudbye my dearest sleep !
oh man , i guess i better sleep early today.

Forget, Think, Remember.

Things are FINALLY over.
Yet , i don't feel any sadness or anything.
Maybe i'm just prepared for this or something.
I don't know.
But we are just not so stressed about these things any longer isn't it?
Anyw , thanks for everything .
Tolerating my temper, my nonsense, my stupid thinking.
And I didn't have any regrets too . (L)
anyw ,
I FEEL LIKE LAUGHING OUT LOUD NOW .
b'coz no matter what, i still had my *never-say-die* friends beside me, supporting me no matter what i had do.
Desipte of all the things that i have done, stupid-nonsense-foolish things, you all will still be there for me.
Family provide me with the lurzx i need, and so does friends.
:):):):) SMILESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS (:(:(:(:
a BIG stone off my shoulders >:)
I SHALL FOCUS ON STUDIES NOW ! :)
MUGGING MUGGING ALL THE WAY HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
life must be filled with happiness,
so that you can feel the power of lurzx.
eating is a pleasure. HAHAHAHA.
IDK. WALKING IN THE TRAIN / DRAIN.
sunshine sunshine sunshine.
this is so funny,
i'm tired already.
DONT LIKE YOU SIAL.
TAO YAN.
now i dont wan2 talking, i use hand languauge.
oh well, forget it man.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH , that's what CHANXIAOWEN said. :)

Got it sorted out ,

Happy day today?
i got muscle cramp on my hand and a bad hair day :0
that's nice .
Parents going overseas nxt week :) haha , my jacket >:)
anyw, any idea how the hell to repair blogger ?
i didnt wanna move to onsugar.com cause i thought that it would be a hassle for people to relink me .
anyw ,
fight for all you can , live your life like it was your last day .
now, i would ask mysef , do you really want your last day to become like that ? Tragic i would thought.
like maybe i would have a cup of coffee or cone of Milo ice-cream before i went off or something ;
SMIRKY,
be strong i pondered.
anyw , i had a nice jog today .
lucky that daddy was with me.
i needa take two BIG tablets everyday . >:(

Anyw , i had a gr8t day .

Ponder,

Firstly, before i forget ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VALERIE.P !
hahahahahaha.
dear valerienana, hope you have a nicenice day with zurio today hur!
dont forget that you still wanna kidnap me ! :$
anyw, God bless you and lastlong with him k?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again.
lurvxz.



these few days i had a gud gud gud laugh at school.
sometimes although when i'm down sometimes, there are still friends who are beside me who can still lend me a shoulder whenever i needed them. Gud times, bad times they are all there for me.
my mother told me something which struck me like a thunder bolt.
i thought and thought.
i realised , i really shouldn't have gave you that fucking attitude.
even my own mother had told me that my *nicenice* patience was no longer there.
she said that whenever i talked to people, be it elderly, or my own pareants, it seems like i've wanted to pick up a fight with them or something. idk what has gotten into me ):
so when i decided to say SORRY,
all i got was ... anyw, when i decided to say sorry, i have alrdy decided to keep all my anger to myself and vex it all out later.
But sometimes, i still think about the question that yassin asked me before.
Is it really meant for everyone ?
It is meant to be earned isn't it ?
Too many leeways = taken for granted.
shit you , i feel like i'm being taken for granted.
i know love doesn't comes easy.
so does friendship. i've been stressed these few days.
i need a push, or rather ENCOURAGEMENTS.
no matter how much effort i put in, i just dont get the results that i want.
this is a bitch man.
this journey isn't that long, neither is it short.
ups and downs, gud and bad.
how do i make this sucky feeling go away?
i dont like you, please go away.
screw me, screw everything

Awkward

I feel so energetic now :)
i needa report to school early in the morning to do the cups ): haiyo.
this is an ass man . %&^$&^%$&^%
anyw , t'cher's days card is done now.
and my mother is nagging at me that i shld really go and slp now cos it's gonna be midnight soon. and she's not working tmrw. and she says she doesn't have to wake me up. so there's no one to wake me up tmrw i guess. what's this man ? how could you do this to me ):
now i have changed my screen-saver to my mama and papa's lovely photo! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
yassin says i'm too hyper alrdy (: HAHAHAHAH. i dont care man .
seriously, i think i've got excess fats and energy.
I needa drain them NOW?! HAHAHAHA. idk how to.
i havent tried the trackmill that dad bought last week.
maybe try it out b4 slpin' or somethin'.
i wan that really ultra cool phone b4 (L)'s getting it.
l8r ite i siasuay myself "/
dad'd getting me a cam. HAHAHAH.
and he's got cool BIG lenses.
which means i could use his, and i do not needa waste money buying again -.-''
i wanna watch movies, eat nice stuff, wear nice clothes, have a great day on 29th.
will it be? HAHAHA.
sometimes when i closed my eyes, i wuld imagine what will happen on that day. Weird, but true.
i cant w8 for midnight to come so that i could wish Cass and Ty happy 1 yr. :)
Sweet stuff hoh!
*( i was afraid that i wuld forget)*
anyw, how's the new skin like? coolios?
i only liked the drawings :) It's like so DAMN NICE LEH ! :)
anyw a msg to Cass and Ty :
heyo you two.
One year has passed and neither is it long nor short.
it's like a blink of an eye or something.
though sometimes you two may quarrel *(not sometimes, mayb everytime)*, but in the end someone gave in and said sorry! Problems solved.
although many might say that through bickering you two might get to know each other well, but i dont really hope to see you two like this again k! haiyo.
i can sense whenever that Cass crazy girl is sad.
6th sense mayb. :)
a lil quarreling is gud. spice up the relationship. :)
but not everyday.
and mr han ty , hope you can pass your prelims and N's and O's :)
Gold bless you :)
study hard uh both of you.
Lastlong and ty! dont bully her uh.
i kick your butt and box your nose whatever, :)
anyw, HAPPY ONE YEAR :)
i just realised that after i have typed so much , it's FINALLY midnight.
yes, i'm still not tired.
gudnightzx

If anyone asks
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yet what do i care
If they believe me or not
Whenever i feel your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend i'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong

Already gone.

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even without fists held high, yeah
Never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now
I can't stop

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But i know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that i love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone

Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, oooo, oh
Already gone
Already gone
Already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But i want you to move on
So i'm already gone

I'm already gone
I'm already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So i'm already gone...

Love Drunk ;

Had a hectic week.
Gotten my class photos, uploaded all the marina barrage photos in fb.
Blogger is getting suckish now.
I have to upload the pics in pb then copy and paste the html into blogger.
:O i dont like it.
I heard that onsugar.com is quite gud?
although i'm very happy this week , there are many things that have made me sad too.
Quarrels , Friends , You.
But lucky i had great friends like P and XW beside me.
XW had officially become my councillor for many things. Love, Life and maybe even Friends.
A friend like her is hard to come by , and i mean it.
Although we both can get crazy at times and may even bicker like nobody's business. In the end in the next morning, we still woke up like nothing had happened. :)
As for P, thanks to her i had a great person to listen to all my rants.
She may say I'm lame -.-'' and tell me that I'm crazy when i do something stupid, however i still love her alot :)
She's one cheeky fellow and laughs at almost everything i do . ( Including when i told her '' i want to be eaten by a shark '' thats how i wanna die )
They both are there whenever i needed them :)
God Bless.
anyw, this week i've learnt many things in life :)


though we have come so far, there's still along long way to go.
i cannot promise you forever, but i'm sure i could promise you the longest.
Life isn't what all you wanted, but if we could just preserver on and keep moving on, maybe just maybe we'll get there. No one can kidnap one's happiness ,just promise me that you'll live with smiles everyday.

Halo ,

hi. now is seriously late at night now. i should be sleeping now.
okeh , today was a gud day yo ! had auditions in the afternoon which i sacrifice my lunch for it . HAHA , but i had biscuits for lunch .
:):):):) and we needa have final decisions though .
went home with jolt , xl and co . I laughed my arse out when on the bus with them man .
then later on saw kachai and (L) on the bus yo! so coincidence! LOL. (L)was like shocked man.
send kc to the bus-stop then procceeded to Popular to get (L)'s stuff. HAHA .
He's really damn choosy man . LOL.
Took a long walk to (L)'s house , wrote the testimonial where we met one cute auntie whom asked us weird questions. HAHA.
anyw , gudnight people !

and to you meatball, yes you!
Seriously , although you are older than me , i don't think you deserve any respect from me .
You're childish, and you often speak ill of people . what's the use of that man ? i don't get it .
if you don't like me , then why do you still have to pretend to be like so close to me and then tell people that you don't like me ?
why waste of time and energy man ? come on man , be a grown up please .
if you don't like me , i don't really care . cause you know what ? i don't like you either .
oh yes , i forget . i know all your deep dark secrets :) how nice is that man :)

Baby , we're stuck with each other

Random day .
I started off my day when i woke up at arnd 9 ?
Ate breakfast and saw my lovely teacher Mrs Ong LC at the market with her husband :)
Didnt eat much today though , probably the side effect of the medicine or something .
haha , just now was just playing TYPING MANIAC again , playing half way through , mummy came to play !
She's addicted alrdy ! HAHA
She used sis's acc. to challenge me , still lose me ! LOL.
She say she going back to the officve to train . HAH .
She lame lah she -.-''
Trying to be ''IN''
till here , i'm off to play my bejewled alrdy ! (L)

some call it arrogance , but i call it confidence

Paparazzi

Woke up super early today .
Went to bugis with mummy and sisters .
Ate , bought shoes . *
k, this is a short post after all .
yeah , im moodless .
k, bye