april's fool.

i wonder how april fools day is gonna be, and i'm looking forward to invest!

:) wlao, like finally! goodnight world!

eggcited once again.

i'm rlly hungry

and coach yvonne is rlly cool. her ''feeling'' is pronounced in a rlly funny manner~

i'm off to bed now. hoping that i will nt b late tmr.

happy first ♥

Today started hectically. (idk if there's sucha word)

Anyw, i went for Career Guidance Talk today. It was kinda informative, and the results shows that I'm a social person. Which means i communicate with people, and i like it alot. :)

My first option on " what i wanna be when i grow up '' is a school teacher, followed by a physiotherapist, and lastly speech-language therapist.

I think Physiotherapist is a really cool job, cause you will be teaching people, not only kids, whom may have difficulties in their speech. :) This is the job that my mum inspired me to get :)

The trip to Nanyang Poly was rather B O R I N G to me in the start, however, i learnt many things during the talk and the speaker was really engaging! :) she seems to get along with our school students well. (Y)

I have decided to get into a Poly to pursue a Diploma in Early Childhood Education and Physiology.

But even though my marks are good enough to get me into a JC (which likely-hood is near zero), i will still aim for a Poly :) it's just amazing how i came to a decision after the talk. haha!

We went back to school and Kasi, Abi, Hem, Salina and I went to Yassin's restaurant to have our lunch, i think hem & I ate the most! But the food there is really nice! The Bryrani! (Y) or whatever yoy may spell it! :) right Kasi? :D

and i'm back home watching Ellen and Jennifer Lopez perform! :)

oh yes, happy first love! ♥

trying to look things at a different perspective really helps, thanks cal! :)

foul mood and disappointment.

sometimes, i really don't like you. And for that, i would apologize.

it's not that you are really nasty and all, it's just that sometimes i would find you really irritating, like literally irritating. seriously.

we used to be such good friends. ok, maybe i was the one who neglected you.

maybe you might find my sms harsh. but that was the thing that has been in my mind for very long, which i wanted YOU to know long time ago. i couldnt hide or anymore.

was i too harsh?

was i wrong to tell you how i REALLY felt about you?

i do not like to hide my feelings and all.

and if i really hated you, i wouldnt be even saying sorry to you after telling you all that.

cause i'm one who doesnt even say sorry, cause i always believe that what i do i RIGHT.

but hey, c'mon.

since another person got into the picture, you treated me like a substitute.

whenever she isn't around, you will come and find me for a chat or so.

you know how i felt?

yes, like being used. BIG TIME.

sometimes, you have a foul mood, i don't blame you cause you talked lesser than usual.

but what is the point of it's only me trying to save everything and being friends again?

somehow, i just find it useless or so.

you are sensitive.

and i know telling you how i felt would be harsh on you though you keep saying that it's ok and all. and then, we started not to talk. and you talked more to her.

sometimes i have to try not to care,

no matter how much i do.

because sometimes i can mean nothing to someone who means so much to me.

this isn't pride.

it's self-respect.

think about it.

awesome woman,

Penelope Cruz.

Fact #1

Her accent is rlly cool. Seriously, go watch Ellen if you don't believe.

Fact #2

She is the cover girl for various magazines. Including Nylon, Vogue etc.

Fact #3

She is from Spain, therefore she has her natural tan of a golden brown skin.

Fact #4

She has voiced a character in G-Force.

Fact #5

She is gonna act in one of the scene in Sex and the City 2

Fact #6

She has a rlly H U G E fan called Nicole :)

She is one of the most beautiful woman besides my grandma and my mother \m/

something's missing,

went for physics today early in the morning, and as usual was late again. expected anyway. hehe,
i have tuition later and i dread to go alot. seriously, like idk why either. maybe i should just go for next week and not this week. but it's maths tuition!
and did i mention that i have flunged my physics! shingzxzxzxz. die liao die liao. >:
shing, my life is like a headless chicken sial.
no aim, no motivation and no target,
and the Os are drawing near. i got the whole ton of work to do! and not completed yet.
2 sets of damn cheena paper.
english to be handed supposedly today,
maths tys. shiat, i nvr bring home. baik la.
chemistry half done, ):
and today thr's physics! bloooooooooooody hell 41 more MCQs to do!.
there's geo tmrw too ^^idk what's the ^^ for, maybe cause i'm too stress and tmrw we r getting back the geo paper, and hopefully i didnt fail badly until mrs ng hunts me down to sit down with her for lsp and take the retest again *
and thr's something to be happy abt, iMac is here to save me, and so is iPod.
i'm not used to the small keyboard it has, and the rlly H U G E screen it provided. good for watching movie lehhhh. :P
my filther in my camera is gone! shingzxzz. $$ fly away liaozxzxzxzx, *very sad face*
hello, aim, motivation, and goal,
they don't call you these three names for nothing.
pls come back to my life as it is urgent.
i rlly rlly rlly need you cause MYE are drawing near, and i have yet started on my revision.
i dont think i can even go to ite, much less a polytechinic.
today sw asked me something,
sw: eh, you do the mcqs quite fast, and all correct, why did you fail your electricity test?
me: idk leh, i just freak out and my brain cant seem to think of anything when there's a test or exam.
.....
nao i know why i-studied-all-day-long-the-previous-days-b4-the-test, i can't get good grades.
freak, i am nervous,
shingzxzxzxzx.
does anyone knows how i can overcome this?! this is seriously gonna harm me in Os.
stupid freak-me-out, get lost,

post number 400.

hi dear 27 inch iMac.

i love you much. you are going to be in my house in 2/3 days time! :) hehehehe.

today's kinda boring day as it marks the start of my one week hols. i decided to give myself a break and not study today! wooolala.

anyw, i had tuition this morn, and it wasn't dreadful at all.

maybe because i had enough sleep. haha :-*

will be catching a movie later called '' Just Another Pandora's Box." i watched the trailer, it's a crazy movie. come on, who doesnt need a good laugh. :)

i'm eggggcited baby, cause 26 is comingggggggg!

love.love.love

pyramid

it's not what it's seems,

sometimes, when you talk to someone is a really nice manner, all you get is the fcking attitude.

sometimes, when you tell someone something, you don't really trust her.

she appears to be really nice and all, telling you your problems, but who knows?! she's talking about you behind her back. serious shit, this is the kinda thing that you get when you tell her your secrets. i seriously regretted telling you how i felt about another her, seriously. you told me that you were unhappy with her, her and more her. when i said something. you told her.

whatthefckinghelliswrongwithyoubitch.

see, now you know how i feel more safe telling everything to boys instead to girls?

omg, i hate you.

forgetful spider,

'' somedays, you just feel weird when he's around.''

i'm gonna be a happy lil girl tmrw cause i'm gonna catch a movie with love! (L)

blank stares at blank pages,

hi love. i think this song is rlly awesome.

hi love, i feel blessed.

this song is pretty awesome. do listen to it. :)
it's pretty awesome cause celine is in it. :)