Wednesday 29 April 2009

Field trip

Our class had our Field trip to the Incineration plant today :D
The air there was like , so 'nice' manzxz. HAHA.
Sihui came with us too , cause she didnt went it tgt with her class :) Thanks to her , i got to smell the perfume instead of that polluted air there. There were many buttons there , and i nearly pressed the Emergency button (!) which i was told , it practically shuts everything down . LOL.
HEH , the air con room smells like fried rice , mee soto and finally the correct one mee goreng (!!!!) laughs . Funny manzxz. Today i didnt manage to complete my 2.4 run though , due to an asthma attack when i was running my second round ): First round i ran tgt with Razin , then we stupid stupid go and run the wet wet grass ! LOL sial . then we climb up again. -.-''
Second round didnt want to drag Razin along to wait for me , therefore i asked him to run first :)
i sat there , pathetically alone. Teared . Blahs :)
Then , went back to hall to report back to cher . I reach there the bell ring already lei ! Stupid , wasste my time only manxzxz ! gahhhh .
Free period , teached Shawn , Jodie , Shuhui and Yilin E.Maths . LOL.
Like busy woman like that . I teach them until i confused also ): HAHA.
Back home , did a couple of revision and then do hmwrk . At least i knew how to do E.maths k (!) HAHAS :p
Blogged and i'm finnaly going to bed :0 it's still early , but i'm just tired already :)

Tuesday 28 April 2009

UTILMATE :D











Had really awesome day at school today . All thanks to the class commitee (!)
Class bonding was fun funn funny ! :)
Firstly played that dont know called what game , HAHA.
That jump jump game LOL.
Then Simwang keep dying ! :D GOOD . cause he's not from my group :D HAHA
YuanBo turn (!) at least he passed one of the level :D HOHO
Then proceeded with the Crazy Taxi game , Haha , nice nice :)
Duanne is good at it eh (!) Nad also :D laughs
Proceeded downstairs to the canteen for the makan session (!) Pizza :)
Had extra lessons for P.Geo.
Had cramps.
had contact time , and i left early cause was damn unwell .
[edit]
and no more shisha for me already aye ):
Tml's there's 2.4km run people ! Jiayous
we are better off as we are now .


Saturday 25 April 2009

It's alright . it's okay

You told me
there's no need
To talk it out
Cause its too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words
And walked away

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright , Ok
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

Don't waist you fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way to late
I'm closing the door

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright , OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

It's Alright, OK
Alright, OK
Without you
No matter what you say
It's Alright, OK
Alright, OK
Without you
I won't be sorry

Wednesday 22 April 2009

SAD ):

SFY is over now , and yeah . The atmosphere there is tense ):
We didn't clinch the award that we have wanted though , but i guess that we culd do better next time yeah ? Alamaks , next SFY i'm not there already ! Argh .
Jiayous people :)
HEHS. k , till here . i gotta study for my geography test already . it's like 9.30pm already ! OH MY TIANS ;x

yeah , i don't even care now .
i don't feel sad when i saw what happen at the bus stop though .
yeah , that's a good sign . I've grown up dude :)
Get a life man , sticking with the status doesn't do you good .
Anyways , i whichever case . I'm out of your life .
All the best man .
Oh my , why did I even say that .
Argh , retarded .

Tuesday 21 April 2009

Goodbye

I can honestly say you've been on my mind
Since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
But I remember those simple thingsI
remember 'til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Is goodbye
I woke up this morning and played are song
And throwing my tears, I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down'
Cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
But I remember the simple things
I remember 'til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say
You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
You remember the simple things
We talked 'til we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye, saying goodbye
Ooh, goodbye

SYF (!)

SFY is tml and now i am relaxing myself in fornt of my dear computer :)
we practiced hard enough . and hope to get a Gold for it . But IF we didn't get it , at least we did tried our best yeah ? JY(s) people :) May the Lord bless us tml huh !


i never knew something HUGE as that would happen to us .
But no matter what , i'll live my life as usual though .
You may have already forgotten all the words that you hvae said to me .
But i still have the messages you sent me in my phone .
I thought of keeping thme though , as a mento .
But what i have heard from the others , it's actually nothing to you already .
you didn't meant it all anyways .
It's okay , now i get it .
All along , you were aint serious . Excuses and craps and empty promises .
Thank you for that , it has made me stronger .
Yeah , Scars make us stronger for life .


SHISHA SMOKING (!)

Saturday 18 April 2009

:)

Hello , there will be no proper post form me now a days :D HEH .
Don't ask me why :D NehNeh .
yeah , i love you too bestfriend :)

Wednesday 15 April 2009

Things are fine now i guess

I screwed it all up at first .
Later i decided to pick myself up again , to be the cheerful and ahsiao again :)
there's nothing bad about starting afresh though . Studies is my new boyfrend (L)
there maybe conflicts here and there sometimes , but i have never regretted my decision .
although there maybe a little sadness here and there , but life still has to go on .
I'm doing fine now , with lovely friends of mine . & i hope you're doing fine too .
I'm looking forward to my new life now , passionate about it though :D
although there will be nobody to handle the stress that i must take down , but yes , i'll be strong . Face life bravely :) No matter what i do now , no turning back for me :)
Indeed i need to thank you for allowing me to know that Life , sometimes just isn't in your way .
Life is short , live it well i thought . Happiness and no sadness :)
Work hard , Play hard :D
That's life suppose to be .

Sunday 12 April 2009

Randomness

In the end , it was all those little imperfections which made your life perfect .

It does not really sound right to me when the first time I heard it from the television , but i understood the agenda behind it though .
Life can be filled with imperfections though , but , however when you're about to lose the person that you've loved most in your life , it was all those little things that had assured that you still had him by your side . You'll be pondering when will he go without a goodbye . Memories of you and him will soon flash back through your minds . Happy times , Sad times . How you've missed those times , yes i meant every inch of those. Although we might not be able to retrieve those happiness , but still , our hearts will still long for his return . We'll start to treasure him even more , the times we still have to be together with him .
Life is short , treasure it .
We might not know what's going to happen next . Live it well , Live it to your fullest .
Live it , and do not have any regrets .

Friday 10 April 2009

numberrr 8 :)

it's our 8th today.
Mr han's app. has been brought forward today , which means we'll not be meeting each other again . And i've got CO today ): it's okay dey . i'll go and collect my phone myself then .
there's no need for so many apologies though :) i appreciate all those (:
Camera ? Wait till after Mid year .
Dog ? Mummy says we are not gonna get one already . F.man
MacBook ? Daddy says he's getting one though , to replace the one in my room :D
Brown Hair ? Juneeee Holidayyys
Show and Tell ? This coming Wed ):
shit , that's a NOT good sign . arghhhhhhhhhhhh .
I have not prepared my speech yet dude (!) argh .
Was on the phone with Cassandra just now . Haha , laughed and realised that she hadn't bathed yet ! OMG . Stinkyyyyy lah (!) LOL.
K lah , till here . i needa go and collect my phone already ! LOL.
Zaijian ;D
and this post should be under Saturday's . On my , my blog is going haywire

make it turn right round.

Ultimate Day

Good Friday .
Was awoke by my funny friend Mr Yassin today , because of his morning msges ):
Argh , tired siol. Went back to sleep :D nice manzxz. But was awoken by dad again !
Washed up and made our way to Taka ( Orchard ) for breakfast . Dong Hai i guess , the dim sum nice man ! Laughs .We ate 13 plates you knowwww (!) OMFG , i'm so gonna need to gym gym gym all the way ! argh ): HAHA.
Then later accompanied Mummy to shop shop around Wisma area and Tangs .
Bought a pair of sandals from ALDO and a dress from Max & More :D
Hehs , crowded manzxzx. Raining uh ! Thunder damn scary siol.
i shouted like what like that , then everyone look at me like i'm a Weird looking person like that .
I was like Omg to my mother lahs . like so funny like that sial . hahas .
Went to Killiney to have tea break , had mee rubus . idk how to spell lah . LOL
Then came back home to watch Twilight like again ?! LOL. Damn bored ma . HAHA.
Meeting dear in the morning tml i guess , Happy eighth month dearest !
k lah , i wanna sleep already ! Zaijiannn peepo :)

Sunday 5 April 2009

colourless.



Days are not as colourful as these while you're not by my side . It's just colourless.
Sometimes , i do ponder on how good if i could have read your mind . Brain power that is . Face it nicole , you don't posess it though . Carry on with your day dreaming .

Things i did today .
Drenched .
Sick .
Talked .
Msg-ed .
Use computer.
Miss him .

Well, nothing much today though , just another ordinary day w/o Mr Han arnd ):
hehs , thanks to the rain , i stayed at home and watched Marley and Me with my family . Called Cass and talktalk , chatchat . Nohing much in particular anyways .
I prayed for dear and slept afterthat . Woke up , and acompanied my lappy :)



thanks to these sunies , i'm cheerful all once again :) HEHE .

Saturday 4 April 2009


Utada Hikaru - Come Back To Me.mp3 - Hikaru Utada

The rain falls on my windows
And the coldness runs through my soul
When the rain falls, oh when the rain falls
I don't want to be alone

I wish that I could Photoshop on
Our bad memories
Because the flashbacks, oh the flashbacks
Won't leave me alone

If you come back to me
I'll be all that you need
Baby, come back to me
Let me make up for what happened in the past

Baby come back to me
Come back
I'll be everything you need
Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
Boy, you're one in a million
Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
I'll be everything you need
Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back

On the bayside of Manhattan
She goes shopping for new clothes
And she buys this
And she buys that
Just leave her alone

I wish that he would listen to her
Side of the story
It isn't that bad
It isn't that bad
And she's wiser for it now

I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change the past

Baby come back to me
Come back
I'll be everything you need
Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
Boy, you're one in a million

Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
I'll be everything you need
Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
You're one in a million
One in a million

Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry but
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity got the better half of me
Baby take it easy on me

Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can't you see you punished me
More than enough already
Baby take it easy on me

Baby take it easy on me

Baby come back to me
Baby come back to me

Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
I'll be everything you need
Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
Boy, you're one in a million

Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
I'll be everything you need
Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
You're one in a million
One in a million

Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
I'll be everything you need
Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
Boy, you're one in a million
One in a million

Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
I'll be everything you need
Come back
Baby come back to me
Come back
Boy, you're one in a million
One in a million

Friday 3 April 2009

the flashbacks wont leave me alone.

she's wiser for now.
cause you're one in a million .

F with a U , accompanied with a C and a K behind . okay , i'm tempted to spell the whole word out . argh , let's not talk about it since its over , shall not elaborate much though zxzx !
chicken neh neh ):
woke up with a bad stomach ache today . since no one is at home i beared with the f.pain all the way until i found the medicine for my gastric . damn . ate some oatmeal and thn settled down in front of the tv with Spongey :D he really made me feel better . watched Mtv and here i am with my lappy *( i miss her alot )* winks*
later will be meeting my mum at Bugis for lunch .
then to tonight will be going to my aunt's place for Jael's birthday celebration :D
i shall go and revise my work soooooon ): Mid year round's the corner and i wont be blogging so often though . Mugging session starts now , its only a month away . And i have no appetite to eat already . Zai jian people zxzxz.

Dear , don't sad already okay ?
Things will turn out fine alright ?
Don't worry . I'll pray hard for you .
Yes Lord , i'll pray .
I pray that he'll be alright . I'll sacrifise one of my birthday wishes in exchange for his safety and happiness . I pray hard that he'll be happily living on Earth with his friends and family .
I pray hard for his good results in school as well as conduct & behaviour .
As long as he's alright , yeah , i'll happy too .
Cheer up my boy . i'll be there whenever you need me uh :)
love you ,
Nicole


Wednesday 1 April 2009

spongey !

LOL. k , siao .
my dad had send the white lappy to the service centre cause the DVD player had some problem i guess. Haven't even one month yet sial , already like that already ): alamaks.
I'm hugging my Spongey now . Hehe , the big spongebob that Mr Han has gotten for me at Parak .
( or however you spell it lah -.-) Thank you my dear ! ;D love you to the max manzxzzx.
It's nice to cuddle ya knowww. I hugged it when i was sleeping ysd . Nice manzxz. :D Hehe .
Ps : Dear (!) your uncle damn funny lah :D LOL.
Today school was usual , sama sama :D
got sit & reach . hahas , seeing the boys do their warmups are just so funny . HAHA .
I dont understand a single thing that Ms Wani is talking about man ): argh . E.MATHS CFM 100% FAIL HUH (!) awwww man . (jesslyn's fav. word -.- )
HEHES. tml there investiture ! hahas . congrats people :D
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO XUANJIE :D
HEYHEY , DONT CALL ME BY MY CHEENAESE NAME ALREADYYY ):
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YILIN :D
HEY BABE , THINGS WILL TURN OUT FINEE :p CHEER UPS (!)
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO SHERYL :D
HEY PRETTY , HAVE A NICE DAY AND STAY SPASTIC ALL THE WAY (!)
HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY :D
HAVE A NICE DAY FOOLING ARND GUYS !

i love you boyf (!) thankyou for the spongbob (: