i am finally back (Y)

this week has a rather bad start though, :( with all the cramps and periods. sheesh. why must all girls go through that kinda shit? this is VERY unfair.

life has not been going smoothly for me because of my D&T, i practically screwed it up. but i hope i could score the grade that i've desired. it 1205 am and i'm not alsp yet for godknowswhatreason.

i have been thinking alot. before i sleep, where all the thoughts (nasty and good) gather and where the silence break in. i think and think and think. i think of stupid stuff.

i think of what was i gna have for breakfast tmrw?

i think of how stupid ACES day was gna be?

i think of what will be the first sentence that i'm gna say to you?

i think of how many marks i'm gna get for my geog test?

i think of my wonderful friends.( some not very wonderful too)

and the silliest thing i've thought of was how important is education to me. (thou i dont have an answer yet... but..oh well.)

i was browsing throu my photos files and came across this!

hahaha, good old memories. i bet it makes you laugh too right monster? :-*

and i sorta miss my not-so-long hair. :(

haha, i think vera looks funny here,

my mum says she's still young that's why her front teeth are v cute ttm. haha.

but she says she wna wear braces and become bracey face nxt time. :) but she is my fav sister thou she is irritating but her fashion sense is powderful for a young lady like her.

okeh, studies is my second bf from now onwards.

if it's love, time's running out.

i seriously need a wake up call.

like real fast. Os are approaching and yet i am here still thinking that i have all the time in the world to study and do well for it.

maths maths maths. god, do you know how much i hate u? yes, VERY MUCH.

i wouldn't have studied you if i had a choice.

sheeesh, education qualifications are on a piece of paper.

damn it. what so great about a piece of paper? sheeshhhh.

Ramadan is here. :( ONE MONTH. yes baby, we can do it.

no hugskissesholdinghandsrunningyourfingersthroughmyhairsmellingmyhairtickilingeachother

but we had a wonderful tuesday night didnt we? awwww, i loved that night. (L)

Os are coming. i am lazy to study.

i think studying is stupid.

but i wanna teach. so i have to study.

this is plain stupid.

but i still have to do it.

after that, i have the whole world to myself.

yes, cmon.

yet after all these motivations for myself, i still dont feel like studying. and wasted a whole afternoon doing nothing. okeh, sheesh, time for work.

and if i'm addicted to loving you, and you're addicted to my love too.